Today I want to talk about my first love. It may not be considered a true love, but it was the first time I had emotional investment with a boy. For me, it has irreplaceable meaning in my life. It was the time before the exams in the second semester of my freshman year. The…

In early summer of 2009, I graduated from college. Fortunately, in this era, when many people were still worried about finding a job, I was lucky enough to pass the civil service exam. During the summer vacation, the last two months of vacation, I used it to play a huge joke on life because I…

It’s been a year since I graduated, and I just want to use this text to commemorate our feelings, sometimes I miss him very much, but I’m afraid to disturb him, and I don’t know what to do…… When he was in college, he and I weren’t in the same class, but he used to…

The knocks on the door kept ringing. Jian Xiaoning seemed to sense impatience, so he shouted, “I’m coming…” while trying to open the door as quickly as possible. But he couldn’t be quick, because he had just learned to use crutches, and he always felt uncomfortable using them, and his walking was very awkward. Finally,…

For his first short film as director, Frédéric Lavigne hits hard and right in the heart with the hyper sensitive Coeurs perdus .  Paris, 1992. Julien (Guillaume Soubeyran) is a science thesis student. A bisexual who doesn’t really accept himself, he logs on to a gay phone line from time to time to have anonymous encounters. It is through…

Never Let Him Go is a gripping four-part docuseries that delves into the enigmatic death of Scott Johnson, a gay academic found dead at the bottom of a cliff near Sydney in December 1988. His brother, Steve Johnson, spent over 30 years relentlessly pursuing justice, determined to uncover the truth behind Scott’s tragic death. Scott,…

My hair grows close to my scalp, and it is naturally wavy. It grows in a messy direction and is very difficult to manage, so I have never been able to find a suitable barber. Two years ago, I went to a barber shop by chance, and a strong and handsome guy helped me to…

Comrade, once a common name, has now become a synonym for homosexuality. In the more than one year since I entered this circle, I have experienced so much. When I really experienced the taste of love, the sudden change made me panic. I know it is my fault, and it is my suspicion that made…

Zhao, a paraplegic man from Jilin, was sentenced to serve his sentence in Siping Prison on January 15, 2009 for robbery and attempted murder. He tested positive for HIV antibodies in prison in June 2011. Zhao and his family believed that the prison management had problems that led to his infection, and filed an administrative…

You can’t read this article. But I still say these words in my heart to you. Coming out to you is so simple and natural. But behind it is my difficult journey of self-awareness. Coming out to someone you once loved I have known you for 14 years. From a very early time, you have…

I should be the most unlucky gay. I am only in my early 20s and a college student. I don’t understand why those gays are so fickle, like one-night stands, promiscuous sex, and all kinds of sexual behaviors with their gay friends, while I am so lucky and healthy. I am not a very promiscuous…

The world of love falls apart That day, we had been together for three years and one month. In the past, she would definitely be watching the news at around 7 o’clock every day, while I would be surfing the Internet. But that night, before the news was over, he said he was not feeling…